The scene: It’s Saturday night, and in an exceedingly rare exhibit of “going out and doing something like normal humans,” TFW and I are at the House of Blues for a Social Distortion show. We’ve left the baby at my sister’s house, and even though I made sure he was sound asleep before we left, I continue to fret as we wait for the band to start playing: what if he wakes up and my sis can’t get him back to sleep because he’s all tripped out that he’s in a strange place and we’re not there?! Or what if he’s teething — I didn’t give her the Tylenol instructions! What if he never stops crying??
(Never mind that my sister has two children of her own and is perfectly capable of caring for a toddler; my brain is impervious to such reason when I’m on a worrying tack.)
Eventually, TFW gets sick of me and tries to shut me up: “I’m sure he’s fine, come on now. What’s the worst thing that could happen?”
That shuts me up, all right; I’m nice and quiet for the next several minutes while my brain conjures up every terrifying “worst thing” that could theoretically happen to my poor defenseless baby while his selfish Mama is out singing 20-year-old punk rock songs with a bunch of neck-tattooed compatriots. I’ve considered earthquakes, suffocation-by-stuffed-animal, kitchen fires caused by microwaved popcorn, and freak roof collapse and am just seconds away from pulling out my phone to check in when the band mercifully comes out to the stage and puts a stop to my insanity.
TFW motions to me to inch our way a bit closer to the front. I follow, but not before grabbing his arm and harshly whispering: “Don’t ever ask me that question again.”
PS: Bubba was fine and slept the entire time we were gone.